I feel it…
Right now
In my chest
In my eyes
As the tears begin to spill again.
 
Brave face…
Lost soul
Feeling lost
Alone and rejected
As my feet are kicked from under me.
 
The rope…
It stares 
It whispers
Reminds me peace is coming
If not now then someday soon.
 
I wait…
I  pray
I call her name
Silence is the only reply
So I sit, and cry, and wonder why.